Abduction

Well today's the day, my mother left to Los Angeles, on her way back to London and Cairo. Actually, I'm really saddened by this, surprisingly. Despite the new shiny laptop, guitar, and permit, I've been pretty discontent for a while now. No, I'm not selfish, because it has nothing at all to do with material things, just life in general. I've felt so demotivated for a while now, so lifeless, and no ones been able to really help or understand. Even people that're supposed to, didn't really help at all. It's been really rough, not knowing what I want anymore. I think about it non-stop now days, I have so many hard decisions to be made. No one really can relate to me, well except Ben. It seems like he's the only one that can really understand, and has some worthwhile advice, even though hes 2558.25 miles away. It's always nice to know there's someone out there that has the same problems you do. So as for me, I'll just be here, thinking about what I have to do to change things. I might be acting differently for a while. Don't take it personal, It's not you, it's me.